I really don't know what's going on. Life has just been spiralling down hill.... this stress and perfectionism has gotten the better of me...to the point that I can't even function properly. It's rediculous, but I can't change it. I'm burnt out. And NOW I'm finding that I'm just filled with anger. ( where did that come from? ...but it's almost more anger at myself than anything, yet I don't quite know what for) blah!!!! I just want to scream at the top of my lungs right now.. I want to curse God.....it's terrible of me...WHY me? what's happening? GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrrr...I need a revival of some sort and NOW....I don't think I can handle another week of losing it. I can't even complete the simplist of assignments...I can barely focus. :( no more words...
what do you do when you've reached rock bottom? when you have nothing more to offer (to yourself, to the world, to God) when all you want to do is give up....
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Hey there. Sorry I haven't talked to you in a while. Things sound pretty crazy for you right now. My advice; talk to friends. I've recently found out that friends are the best thing ever. I have to get going, but please take care and we'll talk again soon. God bless, you're always in my prayers.
*hugs*
you CAN do this!
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