well, today I am still royaly frustrated. I hate guys and I'm 'bout to swear them off yet again...until I some how get suckered into another relationship with one somewhere's down the line. Grrrrr!!!! What makes a guy think that he can become completely involved in your life and then one day just decided to disinclude you in it!?! and do they not care that the other person involved is left hanging and perhaps in pain and frustration? What goes through a guys mind at this point!?!
What ticks me off the most is that I see my past repeating itself. Shoot, how did I not manage to learn things the first time around...would have saved me a lot of time and emotional pain,etc...1. Never AGAIN will I allow myself to become interested in a guy, on the level of dating, weeks before school resumes. 2. As soon as communication begins to fail RUN and never look back. 3. Never expect a relationship to last longer than 3wks especially if your bday lands near the end of it. 4. NEVER EVER trust a guy when they try to convince you that they promise never to hurt you...it's a promise they can NEVER keep regardless of their intentions. 5. NEVER allow yourself to become emotionally attached to a person too early on in the relationship....restrict, refrain...whatever it takes!!!
I have no further words... I'm speechless. BLAH ...life likes to throw crap at me in large bundles!!!
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oh honey... have a big hug! I wish I could give you a real one. But this will have to do. Things will get better. I love you, and am praying for you!
Praying for you girl. I know its hard...i understand completely! More than you know.....
Got to run!
Marla
Hey girl...i'll try phoning you again. I hope you're okay!
*hugs*
Hey Jennine, well I admit relationships are hard but I find that it is good to always give the benifit of doubt to others, like you said about their intentions, I don't believe it is anyones intention to hurt someone although love wouldn't be so special if it didn't hurt...sometime though it is our own expectations that set us up for the fall...seek friendship with others let the deeper relationship just happen as it happens you can't force love on the intimate level and when we try we always get hurt. but if you seek friendship then you have gained a good friend being honest and open clears up confussion. worst case scenario you just find out the truth and then no longer have to suffer the agony of the does so and so like me even if it makes for awkward situations if you were good enough friends before you will still be friends. and we can all use more of those. don't worry your are young and beautiful and there are still enough great guys out there one day the right one will realize how great you are and you will understand why all those others wern't the one. patience is the key.
your bro, Keith
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